hmmm

i don’t really know what to say.

i literally am so cheesy and bad with words.

i suck at writing anything emotional or not.

i have a lot of mixed feelings for a lot of different things.

today was the first day of high school around here. and i finally feel grown up because i am not there.

while everyone else was eating lunch in the crowded cafeteria, trying to make a new friend in the class where they knew no one, and pushing people in the halls simply because they’re now seniors, i was at work. doing some chores i was asked, and finishing this book i started yesterday.

it’s called “promise not to tell” and sounds extremely cheesy due to the title, but was actually a really suspenseful, chilling, scary, and interesting page turner. well, up until the last chapter, where the author bombed with the conclusion. i mean, to a avid murder/mystery reader like myself, the killer in this book was easy to figure out. and the confrontation in the end was just…disappointing at the very least. anywho,

waffle house was fun last night with randall. we got stuffed off chocolate chip and blueberry waffles, milk, and coffee. then just had fun. and tomorrow i work. and the next day. and then i go camping with a christian group from my new college(!!) where i know nobody and then this weekend i go to visit my aunt in charelston. so this week should be interesting and fun. we’ll see.

so now i shall go and try to finish reading “new Moon” although it really doesn’t interest me and i feel i am wasting my life every minute i read it. but i have to finish something i start, so i will. no matter how many times it bores me to sleep. literally.

tootles.xox